so.. i'm leaving. i've had enough of this grubby town, and all those grey people.
i need freedom, open area and sky with a thousand [ and three ] stars.
where the air is clear and minds are open. where I can be myself, and don't need to pretend that everybody and everything is so perfect.
where the time is slower and roads are wider.
where people don't ask you ' what time is it? ' but ' shall we go for a walk, long walk? '
in this place someone profoundly unknown would like to know colour of my eyes, need to smell my skin and touch my hair.
where the moon is your friend and the best trustee, and stars give you so many hot chocolate you want.
and everybody know how to listen. they want to listen what you have to say. they are for you..
I'm going there..


but... will I ever find this place?
it just makes me wonder.

goodbye, my dearests..
hope soon I will back...with a new reflex camera

i need someone who knows spanish, and will be so KIND AND WONDERFUL to translate for me one song.
it's very important..so please, help me XD


aww.. PS: I'm a student now

Friendship is not a state of mind, it’s an act. It’s something you do, it’s not about whether you’re good or not, it’s not a reflection of you, it’s a balanced relationship between people. That doesn’t mean it’s always balanced at every moment. Sometimes you “need a friend” and other times it’s the other way. It’s a trust that’s returned. and what with love?
Friendship and love are not quite the same thing, although there’s a lot of love around friendship. I learned that love isn’t even something about two people, it’s a state of being for one person. You aren’t in love, you are love. You are, whether you acknowledge it or not. The heart that’s pumping blood through your body is an act of love, 24 hours a day, whether you’re Mother Teresa or Adolf Hitler. (Sorry for the extreme example.)

But the point is the fact that..When love comes around friends are getting crazy, buffaloed. What then, what next?
What one of them should do, when he gets an ultimatum : love or nothing?
Someone said that "The rain may be falling hard outside,
But your smile makes it all alright.
I'm so glad that you're my friend.
I know our friendship will never end."

But what if friendship will end? What when you will be all alone, thinking what you've done wrong? Where is this thin line between love and friendship? It's so hard to lose everything behing, just forget when everything still burns, and hurts. damn it...
I'm lost and confused.

no one ever said it could be so hard.

Last question : would you sacriface friendship, and walk away if the other person couldn't give you more that she has?

I would like to thank everyone who has visited my site. it's very important for me, and I'm very happy for it.
You've given me so many warm feelings and words.
in any other place I could't find this.
so thank you once again and I wish you to satisfy yourselves in dA, and in your works.

big kisses

PS: special thanks for :
Ryan

Jamie

Ana

Rene

i'm freeeeee woman now! high school is done,exams too. i'm so exhausted but happy that i have 4 moths holidays.
i know that you're happy with me
now i have much more time for dA and for taking photos.

last moths was terrible for me. too many stress,and everything was totally jejunely. high school finals are behind me so now it's time to... eee? party:>?
neee.. i need to work now :/ because i must buy a better camera, here in poland it's almost impossible to make a killing money:] ,so if someone nice know something about work abroad please tell me i need to know that.

anyway i've missed the time when i was everyday on the dA,now i'm leaving for a few days. i need to let off steam. i think that you know how
big kisses

Ps: 13.06 in poland we will have PEARL JAM concert, if anybody wanna go with me.. then tell me quickly, i'm open for the propositions